The First Song

[Intro]
It’s easy to fall apart when you’re skinny and awkward
And the girl that you like has some boy that can walk her
Away from the party and to an apartment
Where they can pretend they’re in love for a moment

[Verse]
And I will pretend that I never had loved her
And she will confess that it’s “too hard to love ya”
And I will break down in a crisis alert
As my mental fatigue reaches it’s all time worst
And I’m sorry my problems are small for this earth
While the whole world is dying, I cry about her
But our kids won’t live past 33 at thе best
Cause the ocеan is rising and there’s heatwaves and deaths

[Outro]
And I’m so selfish and stupid and drained to the bone
I declare myself useless, a burden to hold
And I’m so winy and desperate and broken to bits
Over somebody who won't understand this