TwentySix

I don’t hate my life right now
But the devil is making it tempting
I should probably watch my words
‘Cause they could just end everything
They could just end everything
They could just end everything
They could just end everything
They could just end everything

And lately I been feeling like was feeling at 21 - outta place
This time it’s a different story with it’s title “I can’t even see my mistakes”
I’ve had enough baggage to carry, push over then torch up and let it burn
‘Causе it was labelled consequеnces in gold, my freedom is all that I yearned

Now I’m tangled in a bush of roses - the beauty’s deceiving
If you had an idea how they got me in their claws
I’m bleeding internally ‘cause of these thorns
I wonder what life is

You run into trouble, that’s double the trouble
You stay outta trouble, you still gone meet trouble
The force that place you at humble
Whaaa

Misdirections, Right direction, calculation’s be the same
Fate don’t give damn about your calculations anyway
But it’s better staying sane, when committing to your lane
Yet - Sometimes you gotta loose friends just to win back your sanity

And that victory comes with a lot of tears
It’s hard to keep up with your peers
But what if those you looked up to fell down from the pedestal you placed them on cause they’re not how they appear
When my mom passed I saw life as what it truly is
I no longer have fears

I don’t hate my life right now
But the devil is making it tempting
I should probably watch my words
‘Cause they could just end everything
They could just end everything
They could just end everything
They could just end everything
They could just end everything