Mistake No.1

Many times in my life
I've tried to end it all
To many problems to overcome
It was the easy way out
Look into saddened eyes
Because of certain death
I stop and start to wonder
Why I tried to take my fucking life

Mistake number, one

Took the weapon to my arms
My life is slowly fading
Take me to salvation
I need your help to live
Reality proves me wrong
I'll never do it again
I understand why people hate me
I'll never preplan my death

Did I think it was the way
Suicide not the answer
So much life to look forward to
The truth remains to be seen
Realized Damage Done
Senses never gained
I stop and start to wonder
Why I tried to take my fucken life