the number u r trying 2 reach

When I call you - you don't know
I got issues in my soul
I dial your number
And I wonder if I could face this alone
Friends tell me I need to grow
My ex said I would die alone
Your text read you don't mind I'm slow
Well I call your bluff
That's alright, I don't mind
We tried hiding several times
We lied motionless
But this time we will draw a different line
I'm confused that different means
Same bedsheets but different teams
Same last name but different needs
I don't even know what day it is
I just need someone to blame for this
That's not alright
That's not alright
When I call you - you don't know
I got issues in my soul
I dial your number
And I wonder if I could face this alone
Friends tell me I need to grow
My ex said I would die alone
Your text read you don't mind I'm slow
Well I call your bluff
That's alright, I don't mind
We tried hiding several times
We lied motionless
But this time we will draw a different line
I'm confused that different means
Same bedsheets but different teams
Same last name but different needs
I don't even know what day it is
I just want someone to blame for this
That's not alright