Christmas Garbage

Lost
Stuck in your ways
With nothing to say
But a prayer
So I guess
I'll go on my way
On christmas day
with nothing to spare
But i'll still buy you all gifts
To make the shoe fit
And not get in your ways
Cuz i know
I'll never fit in
To your sunday dress
It's not who i am

As the snow follows me home
I'll end up alone

Found myself when I
Finally tried
To unlearn your lies
It's a hoax
The sleigh bells are near
And I feel so queer
traditions are gone

As the years flow by so fast
I feel nothing at last
And christmas is no more a cheer
I hear down the hall that I've gone so downhill

Ohhh
Throw me out
Tear me down

As the snow falls down my face
I feel out of place
And yes i know that you will never change
I'll make amends and I'll go on my way
Thanks for the gift but it's never the same
You look me dead in the eye with disgrace
Santa please gift me the one gift i need
To not be thrown away