i promise, i’m lying

Maybe I'm A little selfish for feeling like this
Don't hang up
I don't give a shit for what you have to go and do now
I won't lie
It kinda makes me wanna die when you see your friends instead
Just go ahead
And I'll pretend that I have plenty other things to do

I'm not gonna tell you
When to talk to me
I'll be waiting
For you to just come home
I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
I'll see all your friends posts
It's all of you having fun without me
Just when I now decompose
But baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in rough spot

Listen I'm not, all that attached
You've got me wrong, I'm not all that sad
I take it back, about what I said before
Just call me later, I'll be busy anyway

I'm not gonna tell you
When to talk to me I'll be waiting
For you to just come home
I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
I'll see all your friends posts
It's all of you having fun without me
Just when I now decompose
But baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in rough spot
I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
But baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in rough spot
I'm really not that crazy I'm a little in a rough spot I
promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot

And so I'm told
That I can't feel like this I shouldn't feel jealous
And I don't want
To be that crazy girlfriend we all hate but I'm so done lying your friends are denying
That I can be too much just too much to call some
Times I get crazy but I have to face it
Who am I fooling
Girl we both know the truth

I'm not gonna tell you
When to talk to me I'll be waiting
For you to just come home
Maybe cause I'm crazy but I'm done lying to myself
I'll see that you're having fun
And I'll be sitting home wondering when you'll finally call me
Just when I now decompose
But baby I'm not crazy I'm a little a rough spot
I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
Maybe I'm just crazy but its cause I love you so much
Maybe I'm just crazy but its cause I miss you so much