​the way that you see me

But when I close my eyes
The silence gets too much isn't it lovely
The way it works for us?

I wish I could be the way that you see me
I wish I could dream (Dream)
The same time you're sleeping
(The same time you're sleeping)
I wish I could be (Be)
The way that you see me (yeah, ayy)
I wish I could dream
The same time you're sleeping
But when, but when

I wish we had the same dreams
But I haven't been dreamin'
I got a clouded darkness over me
Suppressing my feelings
I'm seeking meanings of Earth
Show me the places to search
It's way harder seein' clearly when
My hand's up your skirt when it's over
I'll be sittin' inside my car
And regrettin' all that I did
Write a tally on my heart
Yeah, I hope you leave me soon
'cause I keep getting more attached
Just whisper me to sleep, just slip
The knife in my back, uh

But when I close my eyes
The silence gets too much isn't it lovely
The way it works for us? But when, but when

My mentality actually going shit, uh
Watching all their happiness
I'm practically sick
Yeah, you don't see that I'm a kid with
All these problems evolving inside of me
I'm seeing two of you and you don't
See a single flaw in me, yeah
Openin' and closing the book
I'm tryna learn from it
I believe in healing above
Nothing is permanent wisdom what I'd like
My decision making game is weak
Weaker than you think I am
I'm nowhere close to what I wanna be

Be (Be, be, be, be, be)
The way that you see me i wish I could dream
(yeah, dream, dream, dream, dream)
The same time you're sleeping
I wish I could be the way that you see me
I wish I could dream
The same time you're sleeping

But when I close my eyes
The silence gets too much isn't it lovely?
The way it works for us?

Every second I mess up feel
Like the third time
You should've left the first time
The worst timing
Everything decrepit but it's alright
I swear that you're the pinnacle
Feelings for you ain't minimal
They overflow, they never oversowed
I wasn't into
All my BS, workin' on my patience
Day feel like a week
I come back giving you the same shit
Your parents probably hate me
Staying can be dangerous
'Cause my love is potent, only you
Can help me change it, yeah
But when I close my eyes
The silence gets too much isn't it lovely
The way it works for us?