All at Once

Whole lotta things is getting out a hand
Oh my god this ain’t what I planned
Ain’t talking jelly but I’m stuck in a jam
I’m still learning to become a man
Gotta hold it down for me and my clan
Demons around me they all like to dance
I know they want me they wait for they chance
Hard to stand tall when you don’t have a stance
Don’t think that I’m living just trapped in a trance
I got more fans than I got friends
Hard to separate real from pretend

Ain’t been the same since 10
Ain’t been the same since then
Don’t talk much rather save my breath
People just came and went
I went right but they went left
Can’t help those that don’t want help
Can’t save those who won’t save themselves

There’s a lot going on at once
Pray to God but I don’t say much
Lotta trauma that I won’t discuss

Forgot the pain when I Smoke my blunt (2x)
Forgot the pain when I Forgot the pain when I

I done seen all sides of the story
From the mistakes that lead to the glory
By any means so that means it’s get gory
Mask on now I feel like I’m Voorhees
I’m in the house but name isn’t Cory
Hide the bodies right in the quarry
Look at my hands like what have I started
I wake up vision getting distorted

Why my nightmares more vivid than my dreams
Lotta questions I don’t know what it means
That’s a lot to process for a fucking teen
Hard to rap when you don’t have self esteem
People sell their souls for they selfish needs
Most would do the same just to get the cream
Sometimes can’t figure out who’s really me
Am I the only one that feels like he’s missing things
Life’s a living hell filled with misery
But than again ya that was what I used to think
New me I am not what I used to be
Got a little clout and it’s all new to me
Bitches want to wear all my jewelry
Watch out for these hoes know they using me
I’m about to start charging user fee
Young and wild so I’m out living foolishly
When I die bury me without a eulogy
You can be what you want just start doing things
Almost crash landed but I grew some wings
I survived cuz I just knew some things

I’m just lost and confused
I don’t know what to do
Been working on my moods

There’s a lot going on at once
Pray to God but I don’t say much
Lotta trauma that I won’t discuss

Forgot the pain when I Smoke my blunt (2x)
Forgot the pain when I Forgot the pain when I