Axolotl (for lack of a better title)

I’m lost behind a wall, I’m bound to take a fall
Dreams don’t mean a thing until they’re true
I’m feeling so alone, I need to find my home
Security is something I don’t know…

Somewhere there’s got to be a place
Where I can feel the sunshine all the time
Far away, I don’t care how far away
I know I’ve got to get there before I die

So tired of the charade, a clown in a parade
Smiling through the shadows I can’t hide
An actor with no lines, just waiting for the signs
The odds are so rеmote, but still I’ve tried

I’m numb and yеt I feel, the things I know are real
Moving in the circle I’ve retraced
I’m in a foreign land, I’ve made a gallant stand
But the mirror is the foe that I have faced