This War

When I'm happy I feel lost
Without the pain then what's the cost
What's the cost
I feel uneasy in the breaks
I force my fear to take its shape
Oh it takes shape
I find it easier to think when I'm alone
But what goes on when I just don't come home
I'm getting sleepier, I think that I should go
So I can spend my night hating my own bones
My own bones

This war that I'm waging
It's all in my brain and
This pain keeps replaying
On and on again, on and on again
This war that I'm waging
It's all in my brain and
This pain keeps replaying
On and on again, on and on again
Again, again, again

I feel the shadows gripping me
It's like I'm stuck in memories
Memories
I wanna be just like the rest
I try to smile, I try my best
But what's my bеst
Every time I build it burns down again
So what's the point whеn it always ends
Time is standing still and I got the bends
Think this is goodbye my dear friends
My dear friends

This war that I'm waging
It's all in my brain and
This pain keeps replaying
On and on again, on and on again
This war that I'm waging
It's all in my brain and
This pain keeps replaying
On and on again, on and on again
Again, again, again, again