Help Me

I'm screaming help me
But no one can hear me
Tears falling to my feet
I'm so full of agony 
Tears soaking all my sheets
Crying when I'm on the beat
I can't take much more of this
Urges to be six feet deep
Starting to feel better now
But this shit ain't easy
You make it better wow
Love it when you squeeze me
I know I'm a fucking clown
Hope you can believe me
Might add I'm an ass sometimes
Pray you never leave me
I think I might have a hunch
You might be the one
You're going in my dungeon
Keep you to myself
Might hate me when I bludgeon
My inner thoughts
Till I'm nothing
But please don't worry I'll be better in the morning
Or so I hope
I don't know
You're so beautiful and that I know for sure
The closer you're around  I can feel a better cure
You don't feel the same
But I swear you're hot shit
Closer than the same lane
You're in the cockpit
You and me together
Make these other bitches look like not shit
No they not shit
I'm losing my mind
Spend most of my time
Floating on cloud nine
But I promise that I'll be fine
I'm screaming help me
But no one can hear me
Tears falling to my feet
I'm so full of agony 
Tears soaking all my sheets
Crying when I'm on the beat
I can't take much more of this
Urges to be six feet deep
Starting to feel better now
But this shit ain't easy
You make it better wow
Love it when you squeeze me
I know I'm a fucking clown
Hope you can believe me
Might add I'm an ass sometimes
Pray you never leave me