Goodbye

Whattcha know about a goodbye
Whatta know about the sadder side of this life
Whatta know about the timing never being right
Whatta know about the light, that shines so bright inside
Feeling pain
Feel deranged
Self destructive style
Still play the game
Hide in the room
Cause I feel the shame
Outcome of being raised
The catholic way
Can talk the talk
Can I walk the walk?
Dark mind at bay
Starts creepin up
Now I can't talk
Or walk
Just drunk as fuck
One way to a grave
I'll push the luck
I get stuck
Lemme sober up
But
This drink in my cup
Got me feelin tough
Rooms a little louder
Starting not to care
About myself
Fuck others
Miss myself
I miss my mother
Whattcha know about a goodbye
Whatta know about the sadder side of this life
Whatta know about the timing never being right
Whatta know about the light, that shines so bright inside
The light inside has died
Heart was opened wide
Pushed to the outside needing
Angels wings to fly
Woke up smelling roses
Drenched in night sweats
Demons start imposen
Their all places bets
Against me
Tempt me with an ending
I am done pretending
The pain has been unending
Energy that's spending
Advice I hear, sounding condescending
Just feels numb, feeling dumb
Goodbyes are just blending
Whattcha know about a goodbye
Whatta know about the sadder side of this life
Whatta know about the timing never being right
Whatta know about the light, that shines so bright inside