Sad On Sad

Walking down the streets of Mexico

I got a lotta thoughts left to let go

Does loneliness grow faster

when you cross this many borders?

I’ve got my favorite people next to me

They think I’m overreacting probably

But I can’t get back into my body

Took a shot of tequila, it didn’t work

Took a dive in the ocean, felt good

Wrote down what I’m thankful for

it made me feel like an ungrateful little bitch

Dark darker turmoil in my head

In paradise but rather I’d be in bed

Can’t get outta this movie

that’s happening without me

I don’t know how

All of y’all do it

If I’m being honest

The world just spins round

while we’re in ruins

Until it’s the end

And I don’t know how to deal with this

I’m trying to do all the right things

But I keep feeling sad on sad

And I don’t even have it that bad

Went to bed at ten again last night

I said no twice to a glass of wine

Sitting still in the morning,

for at least 15 whole minutes

God I hate feeling sorry for myself

That’s why I work so hard

on my mental health

But sometimes I guess it all just

hits right where it’s hurting

Took a shot of tequila, it didn’t work

Took a dive in the ocean, felt good

Can’t get outta this movie

that’s happening without me

CHORUS

I have a great job - could be worse

I have a pretty nice face - could be worse

I had a bad break up - I wasn’t the first

But the future scares the hell out of me

And the power hungry who are at the lead

and the list goes on and on and on and on

And I don’t know how to deal with this

I’m trying to do all the right things

But I keep feeling sad on sad

And I don’t even have it that bad