HOPELESS

Thinking too much
Sick of being wasted
Feels like I’m a fake
Not doing enough
Just tired of being vacant
Wishing you could hear me saying
That I’m trying to be somebody new
Hoping I could finally be someone you’re wanting
For another month
I wish that I can save this
No, no, no, no

Got my
Pulse racing fast
Got me chasing shadows
Like I’m
Not gonna last
When everyone knows

That maybe I’m hopeless
Feels like I’m losing my life
I’m floating
Just going through motions
Maybe I’m 10 steps behind
I can’t even try with
All the nights spent alone in my room
Cause maybe I’m hopeless again

And am I too late
Don’t wanna talk about how
Vision’s black and white now
Staying the same
The voices in my head are
Louder in my bed they’re
Telling me that
“The paranoia’s coming for you”
It’s sabotaging all my thoughts yeah
But I gotta wake up from this nightmare
No, no, no, no

Got my
Pulse racing fast
Got me chasing shadows
Like I’m
Not gonna last
When everyone knows

That maybe I’m hopeless
Feels like I’m losing my life
I’m floating
Just going through motions
Maybe I’m 10 steps behind
I can’t even try with
All the nights spent alone in my room
Cause maybe I’m hopeless again

And all the nights spent alone in my room
Cause maybe I’m hopeless again