My Mistake

Yeah, some shit you just gotta say

Let's take a look
At the things
That led us to this end
And everything in between
Being more than your friend
How we started off as strangers
Ended up the same
Now we're both feeling the pain
And don't know who to blame

And let's remember that I told you
I was troublesome
That you should run away
(As fast as you can)
Fast
Like my favorite song
Yeah we can hold on to that night
We could still talk
But I'm no longer someone
You should call up to fuck
I think it all started to crumble
Cause of all the lies
And your incessant need
To put on such a clear disguise
Everytime I let you know
I saw right through your eyes
You looked away and held on tight
As if I was you prize

I couldn't take it anymore
I need to take some distance
Tried talking to you
But you just wouldn't listen
And when you realized
You might just lose it all
You made me out to be the dick
Who didn't care at all

But honestly to me it feels like
I was all alone
In a two way street
Had you on a throne
I would've done it all
Just to see you smile again
But our problems kept on piling on
I knew right then

If I'm the dick who doesn't care at all
Then it's the same dick that you wouldn't even call
Yeah it the same dick in which you'd rise and you'd fall
The same damn dick who still loved you
Through the lies and all

And it's the dick
The one that made you stay
Why else would you have traveled
To me from so far away
You just wanted to play
To feel like you had gone away
Running from the present
Didn't wanna hear
What I had to say
We could've talked our shit out
Found another route
But all you cared about
Was screaming and moaning out loud
I realized that cause
I really thought your heart would break
I thought you really loved me
And you were fighting for our sake
That's my mistake

Yeah that's my mistake
My bad that was my mistake
If I'm not fucking you I'm nothing
And that was my mistake

Now we've gone our separate ways
And i'll still think you every day
And you're still feening from some lay, yeah
I guess we'll never really change huh

Like some shit you just gotta say