Drown Me

I’m not living for me
I’m not living for myself
And it scares me
Locked in this room in this hotel
Don’t fail me
I’m on the road I ain’t been around
If I’m in the city it’s in and out
The weight on my ankles will drown me
I’m not living for me
I’m not living for myself
And it scares me
Locked in this room in this hotel
Don’t fail me
I’m on the road I ain’t been around
If I’m in the city it’s in and out
The weight on my ankles will drown me
She want me to be her man
Really I tried to be
I trust nobody entirely
I told my manager fire me
Back when I worked for that bitch ass retirement
I got a soul you won’t rip it right out of me
I was just tired as fuck
FUCK
So I knew that them bitches was tired of me
I tell myself I’m not anyone’s slave
They paying pennies to put on them chains
Father say boy this is only a phase
You’ll come around but that’s only with age
No disrespect
Get the fuck out my face
My momma 60 on minimum wage
I don’t believe that you’re destined by fate
I only believe you gotta have faith faith
I look up to god and pray for the overflow
Thought it was over when I tried to overdose
look at the stars from the base of the totem pole
This is emotional because I came from the focus hope
I ain’t have nothing
They told me I’ll live and I’ll die having nothing
That’s out of discussion and niggas will fall for the okie doke
I need 60 million that's non negotiable
I got my foot down won’t let up
These niggas is plotting I know but I’ll never get set up
Cuz I’m moving carefully
Niggas worse than the thoties that stare at me
Give a fuck what you saying like therapy
If I wife up a thot I need therapy
But I’m lonely I never could say it
But I am just the way that I am
Damn
And it scares me
And they never could hold me
I’ll never let anyone closer to know me
Only here for the moment
If different where were you when a nigga was hungry
I’m not living for me
I’m not living for myself
And it scares me
Locked in this room in this hotel
Don’t fail me
I’m on the road I ain’t been around
If I’m in the city it’s in and out
The weight on my ankles will drown me
I’m not living for me
I’m not living for myself
And it scares me
Locked in this room in this hotel
Don’t fail me
I’m on the road I ain’t been around
If I’m in the city it’s in and out
The weight on my ankles will drown me
Drown me
Drown me
Drown me
Drown me