FEEL SUM

I just wanna feel something
Other than pain 'cause in the end I just feel numb
I'm popping pills, doing cocaine, just tryna feel something
All alone in this world, feel like I'm the only real one
If that's your dog, then why the fuck you tryna steal from him
Life threw me some lemons, now I'm out here tryna peel something
Won't speak on nothing I ain't supposed to, my lips sealed up
I learned from everything that I've been through to keep my shield up
All throughout my life, been turnin' nothing into something
I'm getting money, you up on the internet, proudly bluffing
These youngins chicken, I'm in the kitchen frying up nuggets
Working with the government what it feel like to be a puppet
I'ma see you soon enough, so keep on ducking me
The shit you did was too foul, it's forever gon' be stuck with me
Burns across my waist, cause everyday I'm tucking heat
Gon' be a rude awakening for anyone brave enough to try bucking me
That's on my soul and everyone I love
Which isn't much, but the ones that stayed with me the strongest ones
All them days without my cousin, them the longest ones
Right after you left, hit up my Vato went and bought some guns
Getting tired of trapping, I need some honest funds bro
Getting tired, pop Addys, keep telling myself just one mo
Getting tired of looking over my shoulder and being paranoid
Maybe I just need to take a nap and drown out all this damn noise
(I can't keep doing this)
I just wanna feel something
Other than pain 'cause in the end I just feel numb
I'm popping pills, doing cocaine, just tryna feel something
All alone in this world, feel like I'm the only real one
If that's your dog, then why the fuck you tryna steal from him
Life threw me some lemons, now I'm out here tryna peel something
Won't speak on nothing I ain't supposed to, my lips sealed up
I learned from everything that I've been through to keep my shield up
(I can't go through that again)
If I said it, I stand on it
Thought I took some from him, come to find out my man stole it
He know I'm a ride for him but only if it's right
Why the fuck would I send shots at dude when you started the fight
Why the fuck would I put my life on the line just cause you wanted a come up
Don't get me wrong, if he run up, well then the boy gon' get done up
Other than that, your situation is not my responsibility
Go find some felicity, let me know if you feeling me
Let me know if I can put my trust in you without telling me that
Be yourself and if you a hundred, then I bet I'll see that
Table of bosses, that's where my seat at and where I eat at
I ain't like other youngins, if I said I got you, bruh I mean that
I just wanna feel something
Other than pain 'cause in the end I just feel numb
I'm popping pills, doing cocaine, just tryna feel something
All alone in this world, feel like I'm the only real one
If that's your dog, then why the fuck you tryna steal from him
Life threw me some lemons, now I'm out here tryna peel something
Won't speak on nothing I ain't supposed to, my lips sealed up
I learned from everything that I've been through to keep my shield up