Hurt Me More

I have some times where I would look up to the sky and
Say I don’t know why I’m here
And sometimes when I’m alone I cry
I cry
My heart been hurt
So hurt me more
I’m hurt
If pain is love what’s worse
So hurt me more I’m hurt
Hurt me more
I had sometimes where I would lie to myself
I said that I would be the best that I could be
But maybe it wasn’t the best and it wasn’t unique
Maybe I see what I see
Life is not good how I want it to be
Lg
I do not watch the tv
Ironically follow routine
I do not give to receive
If you tryna flex better keep the receipt
Tylenol of the aleve
Whatever to get some relief 
Depression has grip over me
Fight to be free remember that nothing is free
I feel there’s nothing for me
Addicted is all I can be
Difficult for me to sleep
I make it dark when I think
I got somebody to call
But I doubt that they’ll answer
Pick up the phone won’t you answer
It’s pointless to call out for help
When there’s nobody here that can help me
Better call up a narcissist have him to speak on himself see
Girlie a hoe I don’t care she swear she can help me
But if imma gamble I’d stay on my channel and bet on my selfie
Bet on myself
I have some times where I would look up to the sky and
Say I don’t know why I’m here
And sometimes when I’m alone I cry
I cry
My heart been hurt
So hurt me more
I’m Hurt
If pain is love what’s worse
So hurt me more I’m hurt
Hurt me more
I met a demon it told me that I was so lucky and beautiful
I knew it was lying cuz that’s running game on a girl from the juvenile
I sleep in impala then get up and go
I’m tryna rip a maro
Bitches be doing the most
They be ready to die on the low
But look alive in the post
I’ll be her daddy but I’m into mommies
Her kids call me dad and that’s kinda funny
But it’s really sad cuz two of them crushing
And I’m playing dad instead of me busting
But I want a family
No one understands me
I sit with my therapist
And she cannot stand me
My baby would model but I don’t like cameras
And she bout her chicken she taught colonel sanders
She look like a snack and my baby I’m famished
She o natural and I like em organic
Now she going down I’m not talking titanic
And I gotta swim I’m not talking atlantic
We stranded on beaches abandoned
She say she’s a sadist I say I’m a sadist
I used to be happy
Emotional damage
So I picked up some habits like laughing but really I’ll never be happy
That’s why I stay in my zone
That’s why I don’t answer the phone
That’s why I don’t have any home
That’s what I mean when I say I’m alone