Fear

[Verse 1]
Uh, this is me, I’ll never change
I do it for myself and my last name
I treat my days like how T.O. treat his last game
And if you need me to then I can always take the last blame
But lately I’ve been feeling weight press down my shoulders
I have an Arctic soul, and it’s gotten colder
They wanna know my plans and what I’ll be as I grow older
I’m still uncertain, they give the cold shoulder
I’m wondering how best friends can turn to enemies
And if I’ll find either one before the end of me
And I’ve been dropping friendships like dull pennies
If we aren’t talking now we won’t be talking in our twenties
I wanna find a group that sticks together
But I always find fake friends, imitation leather
I try to stay the same and though I said that I would never
I know that I have changed, I hope it’s for the better

[Hook]
Don't believe the lies, look me in my eyes
Please don't be scared of me, please don't be scared of me
I remember you, this feeling isn't new
So please don't be scared of me, please don't be scared of me

[Verse 2]
I’m always scared to disappoint my family
Stressing over expectations that they have for me
But in my wedding speech, I will thank them more than once
When I give in and just listen to what they think would be best for me
I find at times I struggle with my intuition
Cause I know I’ll always have to live with my decision
I need to plan for life, cause it won’t plan itself
But how do we plan when all we care about is wealth
I hate losing what we got that time we once met
That feeling got forgotten, spider on a spun web
I rather live young and die happy
Cuz what’s the point of living if I feel like life has trapped me
I learned my uncle’s working at the store we used to visit
He’s managing, it’s been 6 years, I need to visit
They say my life is planned out, I just have to live it
But if I could save you now, then I would just give it

[Hook]
Dont believe the lies, look me in my eyes
Please don't be scared of me, please don't be scared of me
I remember you, this feeling isn't new
So please don't be scared of me, please don't be scared of me