Balcony Vibes

I kinda like it up here
I can see everything
The top’s where I belong
You’ll find out soon though
Feel the vibes
I’ve been starving these distractions so I stay hungry
Too many think I got it made like everything custom
Swear I came from nothing
I’ve been grinding hard for so long that Tony Hawk even think I’m stunting
I ain't took a day off since I clocked in
Know my time is coming
They say time is money
See I been frank, always been a hundred
Always told it like it was, my name ain't REAL for nothing
Y'all can’t see me, like the tints dark
Surpassing greats check the benchmark
Tryna embark on things that should’ve been ours
I’ll make history soon, just read my memoir
It’s apparent
I’ve been judged so many times, I stopped caring
You and I, not the same, stop comparing
That mean mug will get you mugged, so stop staring
Failing’s all I’m really fearing
I’ve been tryna break even, bet the odds on me
I’ve been chasing perfection with all these flaws on me
I’ve been killing it so much, they called the law on me
They take me as a joke, I guess they all funny
I’ll get the last laugh homie, you can bet that
You can back back from me, it’s best you step back
I was sicker than Walter, I was breaking bad
Heal and prosper everyday, I’ve been claiming that
Haters always lazy, how ironic
Running on at the mouth, don’t get commas
I've been down this road so much, check my mileage
Too many double crossed me, but who’s counting
Up here’s different, I’ve been smiling
My drive is different, I’ve been grounded from that balance
I’ve been grinding, word to malice, off this talent
I lost my mind last year, I’m glad I found it
I’m really glad I found it
I had to raise my standards, it was overdue
Word to Mitch, I’ll play broke til' I’m paid in full
There’s so much that I came to do
Too many squares was in my circle, so I changed a few, they hate it too
It’s time I face the truth
Look, don’t too many ride like they say they do
I’ve been hurt too many times, made me hate a few
Had to change my view, gotta see it to believe it
Gotta claim it too
I see the ribbon at the end, I’m just tryna pace it
I don’t fit in like the rest, but I know my placement
Too many thoughts, can’t erase it
I’ve been journaling all the time to escape it, one day I’ll face it
I’ll see changes in due time
I’m just tryna clear my mind
Am I running out of time?
I swear I gotta make it
One day I’ll tell you bout my life, and how I finally changed it
Feel these balcony vibes, my view feels amazing
I’ve been working for this, it wasn’t handed out
Had to feel that pain, I understand it now
Had to lose some things, to gain the best around
Was at a loss for words, I must express it now
Always knew my worth, I feel them blessings now
REAL got those vibes, you get the message now?
Always lending hands, I need the credit now
These balcony vibes, I hope you felt it now
They don’t care till you dead and gone
Blood and tears shed on every song
Working hard, so my odor strong
I won’t stop till my money long
I won’t stop till my money long
I'm so blessed to be alive
Here's my balcony vibes
REAL