UPDATE

Yeah
I made this song for myself and an update on my life
I want to finally let you know I'm doing alright
I do struggle with filming videos, it's been a fight
I manage to do it though, but its not the way I like
I push myself to do it, so you guys can be happy
It makes me happy to know I can make people start laughing
It makes me angry, the fact that I can't give what you're asking
The problem is I got no motive, my motive is lacking
I wanna give you what you want, but I can't do it
I'm afraid my channel is fading and ima lose it
Camera on, my negativity needs to cool it
I'm sick of not having motive and making you go through it

I want you all to know, I'm doing good
Uploading can happen more, I know it could
Fixing up my life, I know I should
I hope you understand, I know you would

Update on my life
Update on my life
Update on my life
Update on my life

The views and subs are going up
It's getting crazy
I've been getting closer to god
All I want lately
People who support me
Are starting to play me
If I don't do what they want
Then they begin to hate me
No love, no respect, on many of my days
I regret a lot of the things I write and I say
I feel like there's more in life I could've gave
The feeling of running out of time, I get often and hate
Been recording videos for more than half a decade
And I still got people around me who throw shade
I've opened up over the years and I am not afraid
I hope it doesn't end with me destroying everything I've made

I want you all to know, I'm doing good
Uploading can happen more, I know it could
Fixing up my life, I know I should
I hope you understand, I know you would

Update on my life
Update on my life
Update on my life
Update on my life

I know it has to happen but I don't want it to end
I don't know how many more years I can extend
I don't even know how many years I can spend
It's not my choice, it's gods, so him I'll depend
I don't know what happened
Maybe I'm just getting older
Maybe maturity's coming and it's getting closer
I'll do what I can with the little youth I have left
But I gotta be ready for my life ahead

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