Self Care

Wasting time, wasting all of my time
Don’t know why, don’t know why
Give me lies, keep on giving me lies
Don’t know why

Oh, I should give myself the time of my life
But I throw it away when something comes
Because the wires in my brain are fucked
Up, Fucked up, fucked up

Wasting time, wasting all of my time
Don’t know why, don’t know why
Give me lies, keep on giving me lies
Don’t know why

Oh, why can I not be alone, even if I try
I don’t feel like I’m whole
It’s so sad, these issues I hold in my
Hands, in my hands, in my hands

Oh why, do I lie to myself about the issues I have to face
No I don’t, no I don’t, no I don’t want to face them.
And I could complain, instead of trying to fix my own ways
Instead of trying to give up on the games
I was always so stubborn

So I’ll just wait, til I can fix the wires in my brain
Til I can fix the errors of my ways
Til I can beat myself in this race

Til I can fight my own demons dancing on my grave
Til I can hold my own walls up on a stormy day.
Til the only love I need is from myself.

Wasting time, wasting all of my time
Oh, I know why. Oh, I know why
Give me lies, keep on giving me lies

Oh, I know why