Grudge Holder

There was a time when I was fine
But it has a way to creep inside
And wreck my peace of mind
I can help but over analyze
Every detail of a miserable life
Takes up half my time

Too much I'm still holding onto
Too many parts of me became a part of you
Gotta remind myself what's gone on the past is left in the past tense
So long and I still remember
When I felt like me and it was meant to be
But I know I'll never see
Those places and faces again

Dead and gone, it should be done
With no sympathy for anyone
I should be moving on
Grudges held in time machines
Those were just words I didn't really mean
Now they're tattooed to me

Too much I'm still holding onto
Too many parts of me became a part of you
Gotta remind myself what's gone on the past is left in the past tense
So long and I still remember
When I felt like me and it was meant to be
But I know I'll never see
Those places and faces again

I don't know what's gone wrong with this head
I'm stuck in the moments I labeled regret
I don't know what's gone wrong with this head
I'm stuck in those places and faces again

I don't know what's gone wrong with this head
I'm stuck in the moments I labeled regret
I don't know what's gone wrong with this head...