Stay

I miss you dearly
Sure as the blood that's pumping deep within my chest
Your soul was near me
I was a friend, I was a place for you to rest
Now there's a rock at the bottom of my stomach
Where I send my fears, regrets, and all my lies
Now the only thing that I can taste is bitter
Like the tears that won't stop falling from my eyes
Go, there's no reason here to stay
I'm the one who pushed you away
Every word I've said and song I've sung
Were the silent ways that I tried to say
Stay, won't you stay
You'll be so much happier when you're far away
But the selfish part of me wants you to stay
There's blood in my mouth
How could I? I cut you deeper than I thought
Not much to say now
Except goodbye cause darling, it was all my fault
There's a lump in my throat that I can't swallow
And it's choking back my words so I can't speak
Now my brain is running rampant with this fever
Getting worse as I keep my tongue in my cheek
Go, there's no reason here to stay
I'm the one who pushed you away
Every word I've said and song I've sung
Were the silent ways that I tried to say
Stay, won't you stay
You'll be so much happier when you're far away
But the selfish part of me wants you to stay
Stay, won't you stay
You'll be so much happier when you've healed someday
But the selfish part of me wants you
Oh, the selfish part of me wants you
Oh, oh, oh
To stay