A thousand Times

You know that I've tried a thousand times
Simply to ask you for your name
But you'll never know that I was here
It's better for both of us that way

You'll never let me break your heart
With all of the stupid shit I say
And I'll lay awake at night alone
Trying to get you out my brain

Would you hold me in my dreams
I just need to feel something
I'm floating in the dark
And I need your gravity
To pull me back down
Keep me on the ground
And help me forget
Every part of me
That I can't let you see
And all of my regret

I'm scared of the way you make me feel
Like I might be someone you could love
But all the mistakes I've made
They tower over me and I can't find a way
To let myself believe

So please hold me in my dreams
I just need to feel something
I'm floating in the dark
And I need your gravity
To pull me back down
Keep me on the ground
And help me forget
Every part of me
That I can't let you see
And all of my regret