Dead inside

[Intro]
Perish shot that beat bitch

[Verse: RETOXIK]
I'm feeling dead inside
Yeah
Pain is in the mind
Yeah
Not depression but I feel like everything’s aligned
Yeah
Feel like stopping time
Yeah
Think of a new rhyme
Yeah
Everything, up to now has been 0 to 9
Yeah
Think about the times I was in the dirt
I was crying like a baby when I wasn't even hurt
I was just a little kid I always had a dirty shirt I'm feeling like Lil Uzi Vert ’cause you know I stay on alert (Perish shot that beat bitch)
Like, feeling dead inside, isn't really good
You just think about dying while your lying in a hood
Put a lot of bad thoughts in your mind the way it should
But I'm really sick of things, should I live, well I could
I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna be alone
I wanna hear someone's comforting voice when I'm just on the phone
I really wanna get to know
The way that everything will go
When I die
'Cause you know I’ll go below
Like when I die will everything go to waste?
All the things I did and things I said to people I faced
All the new people that I only just met are erased
Feels like dying is just something people want but still hate
Do I wanna die?
Do I wanna die?
Do I wanna go to hell and look the devil in the eye?
Do I wanna be free and finally say goodbye?
I’m just dead inside, never said I really wanna try (Perish shot that beat bitch)