Bad thoughts

Everyday is a battle
It has already happened
War is a lifetime
Time is just an illusion
And even though you may defeat an opponent
What do they say you are
The true battle starts, within oneself
What do you want
What is the truth

[Verse 1]
Itch
Back of my mental twitch
Back in day reminisce
This ain't no daydream shit
Shootin, they hope I brick, I know it
I'm feelin lower, same time I'm feelin like Lord
Lawd, curse the universe and all its laws
Fighting for freedom
Is this Nat Turner rebellion, or the Amistad
Die what you was fighting for, stay floating til final call
Pray that my blunt big, Ion get hype 'lеss it a stage in a function
Stage of my life? Nah, this ain't no funk shit
Its till a wе run, Godzilla, 'tilla the Hun shit
Drink blood, break my body down, weigh a ton, shit
Couple rounds, hotbox pressure, a smoking gun clip
When I exhale, vision toward the sun
I feel we in hell, the earth be a different one
Three of the same dream, my mental been on the run
I ain't stayed in place once, I'm steady beating my drum, I got

[Chorus]
Bad thoughts
Losing everything I had dog
Toss & turn, I'm flipping, raggedy anne doll
Bad thoughts
I'm really feeling that they ran off
I need a band and den some, I get dis hand off at all
Its curtains for niggas
I be ducked off, steel curtains on niggas
Still got bad thoughts
I'm on edge and feelin damn crossed
Valley of death I'll build a dam cross, fuck

[Verse 2]
This feelin I feel it rooted, a parasite in my cells
Been clearer than cytoplasm, I try on it not to dwell
A mirror to that is you, obsession behind back
For reasons wronger than two times one is three as a fact
Plus anger sharp as a tack, pulled up to my queen castle
The spark of a couple actions, regret ain't have me a strap
Ain't deaded until you be, big head, fuck who a bigger nigga
My mental brittle, I struggle to cap familiar feelings, bad thoughts

[Chorus]
Losing everything I had dog
Toss & turn, I'm flipping, raggedy anne doll
Bad thoughts
I'm really feeling that they ran off
I need a band and den some, I get dis hand off at all
Its curtains for niggas
I be ducked off, steel curtains on niggas
Still got bad thoughts
I'm on edge and feelin damn crossed
Valley of death I'll build a dam cross