Christmas, I hate you

Passively
I lose out
Why don't you let me go?
Passively
I lose out
Why don't you let me go?

Just open that window, for me please
I work hard to keep my soul clean and
Walking down the streets, it makes me feel like
I'm something wrong, I've something wrong
With all these people

He pray for me, to get away, from this hell
It's so hard
I couldn't rid of every demon inside my head
I couldn't rid of every demon inside my head

I'll burn up
I'll burn up every insicurity
And I'll fall
I'll fall down with every part of it

It's horriblе, the way you took joke of me
Impossiblе, was find a way to reject you
You're so small I can't even see you
When I come back
When I come back

Whenever you get closer to me
Whenever
Whenever

Whenever you get closer to me
I sense this wicked feeling

Whenever you get closer to me
I sense this wicked feeling

Whenever you get closer to me
I sense this wicked feeling

I'll burn up
I'll burn up every insicurity
And I'll fall
I'll fall down with every part of it

Closer like Christmas
Heavy as white snow that never came