Love/Hate

[Chorus]
My mind is conflicted
I am so addicted
To your presence
You're a burden and a blessing
I love you and I hate you
I don't even know what to do
To me you're nothing, and everything
One day, I want to give you a ring
The other day, I want to see you burn
There's much about me to learn
You're a monster and an idol
Some days you make me suicidal

[Verse 1]
Words can't describe how much I love you
When we met, you cleared my view
We saw the sunset, and the sunrise
I saw heaven when I looked into your eyes
We've fought since then, but I feel the same
I was broken and useless before you came
I'm nothing without you, please don't go
You're the only one who ever made me glow
You're a scumbag, I hope you die
I hope these words make you cry
I'll break you apart like you did to me
Don't try to run, cuz you'll never be free
I'll kill you myself when I get the chance
You looked so sweet at first glance
But on the inside, you're a worthless whore
You broke my wings, now I can't soar

[Chorus]
My mind is conflicted
I am so addicted
To your presence
You're a burden and a blessing
I love you and I hate you
I don't even know what to do
To me you're nothing, and everything
One day, I want to give you a ring
The other day, I want to see you burn
There's much about me to learn
You're a monster and an idol
Some days you make me suicidal

[Verse 2]
You drive me mad, but that's alright
I need you to hold me thru these dark, cold nights
Nobody else made me feel this way
You took me in when I felt like a stray
I'm truly sorry for the horrible things I said
I didn't mean any of it, but now you're full of dread
My heart feels cold like a dark December
We used to be so in sync, remember?
Fuck the past, fuck it all, get out of my life
I'm done with you, you can meet my knife
I want you gone, I want you dead
Drew my weapon and you begged and pled
I ignored your cries and finished the job
I realized what I did and began to sob
What have I done, what did I do!?
I take one last breath