Second Chances

[Verse 1]
Are you done making me cry?
If you don't mind, may I ask why?
Why do you insist on stabbing my back?
What makes you think it's right to attack?
Is this all to get a rise out of me?
Or are you trying to avoid reality?
You always pull this trick and shift the blame
You're always playing me like I'm a game

[Pre-Chorus]
So I say goodbye, you're not my friend
Cuz if I stay, you'll do it again
Every story has its end
But you're always writing chapters to begin

[Chorus]
Tired of giving you second chances
You always find a way to take advantage
You always spray black on my brand new canvas
You always hold my joy for ransom
Tired of letting you in my home
Cuz you take everything and make me roam
Just get the hell out, leave mе alone
Quit abusing me with your heart of stonе

[Verse 2]
I took you back, cuz I got no-one else
It feels like heaven, though you really bring hell
I know deep down, this isn't okay
But it's not like anyone else will stay
Can you at least pretend that you care?
I can see my funeral, and nobody's there
Will you ever see it in you to change?
Or will you stay this mix of sad and strange?

[Pre-Chorus]
So I say goodbye, you're not my friend
Cuz if I stay, you'll do it again
Every story has its end
But you're always writing chapters to begin

[Chorus]
Tired of giving you second chances
You always find a way to take advantage
You always spray black on my brand new canvas
You always hold my joy for ransom
Tired of letting you in my home
Cuz you take everything and make me roam
Just get the hell out, leave me alone
Quit abusing me with your heart of stone

[Verse 3]
One, two, three, four, five
I've let you in so many times
Six, seven, eight, nine, ten
I've justified all of your crimes
Eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen
I've paid off all of your fines
Sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty
I've thought about dying sometimes