Nightmare

Lately, I've been feeling like the best me
I just start my own waves like a jetski
These people talk about me but it don't faze me
I couldn't blame them, bet they couldn't hear it clearly
But it dont matter, been on my own shit
These people holding out they hands like a lil kid
I just kept it real, because thats what ive always did
Said that since I was a jit, and now I know I'll never quit
Shit
Feels like my friends are just losing grip
It's not the same as it was I don't feel that shit
Maybe it's me as you see I always contradict
Overthink a bit of shit, fuck I think I'm losing it
Look in the mirror then tell me what you see
Is it love, hate, jealousy, envy, greed?
If it's any of those things, let your mind be free
It is like you're trapped in a box, and you lost your key

Yeah
Life's crazy, not what it seems
Sometimes, i'm walking feeling like I'm in a dream
I gotta get my bag and earn it by any means
But something restrains me, I'm trapped inside my dreams
Yeah
Life's crazy, not what it seems
Sometimes, i'm walking feeling like I'm in a dream
I gotta get my bag and earn it by any means
But something restrains me, I'm trapped inside my dreams
Yeah
Life's crazy, not what it seems
Sometimes, i'm walking feeling like I'm in a dream
I gotta get my bag and earn it by any means
But something restrains me, I'm trapped inside my dreams
Yeah
Life's crazy, not what it seems
Sometimes, i'm walking feeling like I'm in a dream
I gotta get my bag and earn it by any means
But something restrains me, I'm trapped inside my dreams

My life been feeling like its a nightmare, it's not fair but I am still standing right here
And people funny, really thinking that maybe that I care, I swear I block out everything that I hear
And they be talking but it aint doing nothing
They rather focus on me then try and go do something
I find that funny cause I tell them and they think I'm bluffing
Cause in the future when its over all off this means nothing
Cause in the end of the days, we gonna all fade away
The skies will cast as grey, there won't be much more to say
The weak are taken as slaves, the rich will only get paid
And that's a problem we face In a world like today
If you got money lifes made, and If not that's a shame
This cycle has been a chain, way before when we came
We are not one of the same, the poor will get slain
Unless we try to make change, all of the pain will remain