Growing Up (feat. Zach Chechile from Baystate)

All my friends think that I'm older than I really am
And I'm not so sure that that's something to be proud of
My sister said that its all that trauma, but I
Never opened up so instead
I sang some songs on Instagram
I've always had a problem with telling the truth
And I really don't want to lie to you
So if you'll just indulge these couple minutes

Cause I don't wanna cry right in front of my friends
But I think I might be okay in the end
And I hope you see
I'm growing up

Slowly I'm learning I'm not the worst there ever was
And yeah I've done some terrible shit
This last year I really fucked up
And I don't know much about myself
But I'd really like to know you
One more month in my hometown
And I swear to god I'm flying the coop
I've always had a problem with confidence
I never really know what to do
And my hands shake when I see your face
But I've got something I gotta tell you

But I don't wanna cry right in front of my friends
But I think I might be okay in the end
And I hope you see
I'm growing up

Will you please stay if I lose my head
I know that's a lot to ask
When I'm done throwing up
Can you hold my hands
I know that's a lot to ask but

I don't wanna cry right in front of my friends
But I think I might be okay in the end
And I hope you see
I'm growing up