Too Numb To Care

[Intro]
R-O-DOUBLE-C-O
Yeah I'm so misunderstood
Seems like nowadays everybody knows what best for me (What's best for me)
I wanna go away for good (Wanna go away for good)
I find myself tryna escape reality

[Pre-Chorus]
She leaves blood when she walks
But I'm willing to die for it (I'm willing to die for it)
I put a gun to my flaws (Put a gun to it)
I'll pull the trigger, what the fuck I gotta lie for (The fuck I gotta lie for)

[Chorus]
And I've been searching for a reason (Reason)
To keep my head above water (Head above water)
But everytime I try to breath they keep pushing me under (Pushing me under)
If I'm committed then I'm dying with it (Dying with it)
Nothing but chaos in the air, yeah
But I'm too numb, I'm too numb to care

[Bridge]
(Too numb)
(Too numb to care)
(Too numb)
(I'm too numb to care)

[Verse]
Corrupted my soul, I been signing my death wish
I know that I shouldn't fuck on my ex bitch
Told her my secrets and guilty confessions
My heart is with god but the devil is tempting
Moved out to the hills when I was eighteen
I was sleeping on the couch without no AC
All alone I took a risk with no college degree
Within a year I signed a deal and gave mama a piece

[Pre-Chorus]
She leaves blood when she walks
But I'm willing to die for it (I'm willing to die for it)
I put a gun to my flaws (Put a gun to it)
I'll pull the trigger, what the fuck I gotta lie for (The fuck I gotta lie for)

[Chorus]
And I've been searching for a reason (Reason)
To keep my head above water (Head above water)
But everytime I try to breath they keep pushing me under (Pushing me under)
If I'm committed then I'm dying with it (Dying with it)
Nothing but chaos in the air, yeah
But I'm too numb, I'm too numb to care