Wave

Text me canceling three minutes
Before we are scheduled to go
So I take off all my makeup
And change into comfier clothes
It's embarrassing being blindsided
So many thoughts spin inside my head
I knew that this may have happened
It's like you gaslight to see my reaction
I don't know where else to go
Every place I turn is go
Oh title waves came
And swept me away
But I ain't goin' out like that
No
I'll cut my losses and hold back
And maybe someday
My island will be ok
But until that day
Baby, I'd say
I'm ok being in your wave
Looking at pictures of friends
I'm all alone this weekend
Poppin' pill after pill as I miss out
Wishin' I knew what you and them were talking about
It's humiliating to think what I've become
Locked in my room pain beating on me like a drum
I walk over and stare in the mirror
The only way out is down from here
Wish I was anywhere but here
You're the cloud raining my tear
Oh title waves came
And swept me away
But I ain't goin' out like that
No
I'll cut my losses and hold back
And maybe someday
My island will be ok
But until that day
Baby, I'd say
I'm ok being in your wave
Wave, wave, wave
I'm forever in your wave
Wave, wave, wave
I'm forever in your wave
I don't know where else to go
Everyplace I turn is go
So let the rain fall
You haven't been there through it all
And listen to me say
I will be ok
Oh title waves came
And swept me away
But I ain't goin' out like that
No
I'll cut my losses and hold back
And maybe someday
My island will be ok
But until that day
Baby, I'd say
I'm ok being in your wave