Abyss

I've been finding it really hard to believe that this is worth it
For every time I start to believe we just scratch the surface
Oh please, just let me be
The only thing that I want is to let go, I fear that I won't know
I find it really hard to believe that this isn't on purpose

Do you see the way you've felt all day?
Know it doesn't really matter, doesn't really matter anyway
Let go and rest your mind
'Cause it doesn't really matter when there's really nothing left to find

I've noticed that's it's prone to repeat, when we quickly adjourn it
For you and I are stuck in our ways and at this point deserve it
It seems I may not dream if all I wanted to do was to let go, and I'll never let go
You and I were born to believe, that this is perfect

So please learn this or you might burn
Please burn this; did you not learn this?
No, I lied
I know I never really tried
I know I lied
I know I really never tried
No, I lied I know
I never really tried
No, I lied
I know I never really tried

Do you see the way you've felt all day?
Know it doesn't really matter, doesn't really matter anyway
Let go rest your mind
Because it doesn't really matter when there's really nothing left to find

Would you believe
I really want to succeed, but I'll just go back to sleep?
Repeat after me
"I really wanted to be someone"
So stop - no, listen to what I say
If what you want is this dream you'll see
Just stop don't repeat
I tried!
I really want to believe you
I do too