Pill for the ride

Heart drowning, I'm not crying
Messing around in the backyard
Just trying to find out who I am
Lost by ways, nobody, like you said, ever missed me
See faces and places and I miss you sometimes
And all the people and all the crap
You are nothing more than names on a map so far
Your pretty garden, your painted house
I hoped you'd be happy more than your dog would be

Heart drowning, suffocating
Your face reminds me
I am still breathing and losing the rest of who I am
Sometimes I feel like ending
The dirty game we keep playing
Let's take a walk to the other side
Let's take a long walk
And a pill for the ride
How can you die when you're already dead ?
Where can you go there's nothing much ahead ?
I'm bleeding and I know I won't stop
Until I find the place
The place where I can drop

Sometimes I feel like ending
The dirty game we keep playing
Let's take a walk to the other side
Let's take a long walk
And a pill for the ride
How can you die when you're already dead ?
Where can you go there's nothing much ahead ?
I'm bleeding and I know I won't stop
Until I find the place
The place where I can drop