Lookin' For A Reason

The hatred in my eyes isn't a good enough disguise
Nothing to hide behind anymore
Can you hear my cries
You walk past me with a smile on your face
Never meeting my gaze
I wish I didn't miss you how I do
I've lived so long without you
Do you find peace in knowing that too
Looking for an answer
Why you left me behind
Searching for a reason
Why you're still on my mind
I should really start wearing my own clothes
Maybe smile a little more
But will it show
So i'll act natural take deep breaths
Think of myself any less
But your voice won't leave my head
And I wonder why you left me behind
But the answers I might find
Won't do good for my mind
Looking for an answer
Why you left me behind
Searching for a reason
Why you're still on my mind
Will things ever change
The days go on and they're all the same
Is there a way
I can escape from this disaster
Looking for an answer
Why you left me behind
Searching for a reason
Why you're still on my mind
Looking for an answer
Why you left me behind
I'm searching for a reason
Why you're still on my mind
Still on my mind
Still on my mind