On God / On Me

[Verse 1]
My god, where are you at, when I need you most?
I fell on down face first, and now I feel the curse
I been haunted, hunted by demons who come to push me and pull me
And while they rip me at the seams, I stress, I guess
Its bout time that I learn to confess to you
Recognize I’m blessed more than a lot, it true
All the while there’s, some-something weighing me down
I fought, bloodied knuckles, filthy hands for a crown
Build me up, make me whole, all I want is control
Slurred speech, limbs numb, broken soul, I’m unknown
This to the god in mirror, this bout my liquid-quick fix it
Bout the blur to my vision, and the depression I would swim in
I was drowning, sinking worse of the worst
At least that’s how I perceived, but I know now that the source
So this urge just to feel complete will no longer conquer me

[Hook]
That’s on God
That’s on Me

[Verse 2]
Bloody nose, sore feet, some eighty-hour weeks
Working two jobs with dope dealers preying at each
Now you tell me how you’d deal
They’ve got the powdered solution
I got to using to fight sleep and make them ends meet
Addiction can creep, it crawled and got me slow
Sucked me whole, it’s no wonder all a sudden lost control
Shit, but no one could know, ashamed to face a weakness
Fear to find another urge to drag and chain me to the deep end
In a feedback loop, press snooze, and load loot
You repeat that too much, I promise - you lose
I digress, and re-focus my breath, fill some air to my lungs
I’ve been a man, now a god I’ll become

[Hook]
That’s on God
That’s on Me