Absolution

So long problems
I have seen enough
I have seen you tear apart and
Break away the trust
And so long brother
I have said enough
I have seen the best of us go down
And not come up
I need that cold winter air
To revitalize each and every cell
In my brain is where I stay if I'm trying to write
Reaching heights that you can't, just to spite you
People ask me what I have against deutschrap
Not much I'm just afraid that their voice snapped
It's the same old image with the same old story
It was cool at first but now it bores me
I made my money back twelve times
So fuck everyone who says that I have mal-finds
That I don't have the skill to make skill shine
My numbers over the years are a clear sign
That I will rise to the top, evolutionary
2021, That shit will be legendary
Seraphin, G dot, T.N.S, whatever the name
You see me in the credits, you know it's straight flames
So just imagine my face when they are still signing deals
After what they did to us, still
Convince you it's your only shot
Then you blow up from a song and die while still hot
Old friends try to be new friends again
It's funny how things change when you start to win
You can't make up for the years of lost time
With a lousy voice memo when I wrote four times
This is the hardest beat that this country ever had
And I made it from scratch using pieces of the past
Pieces of the pain of barely having enough
Looking to the future where I'll be showing up, singing, singing
So long problems
I have seen enough
I have seen you tear apart and
Break away the trust
And so long brother
I have said enough
I have seen the best of us go down
And not come up
I know that it takes a perfectionist
To truly see what perfection is
So I pray to whatever you believe in
That you will see this just a little different
Because I used every excuse under the sun
When the people started flockin, asking where is a song
It has dawned on me then that it would never be done
If the goal was to debut at number one
So I dropped the whole project and then scratched it before it hit the ground
So afraid of myself I chose to sit around
Then summer came and I saw it isn't that hard
When our potential is limitless like a black card
So I stayed with my folk and I'll stay with y'all
So stop betting how much further he will fall
Like I haven't spent this time in the stu like that
I'm low for the moment but I will bounce back
Now I could dedicate this song to the heartbroken; stay strong
But this for those who endured me so long
For the real friends, we're close to home just hold on
Never won, but they still there, first row
Screaming your name, because you are the man to them
That's what I'm nowhere near to resembling
That's what I thought 'till she said man, look around you
You're the motherfucking man to those who surround you
Damn
That hit hard
That something so close to me was tearing me apart
And I was too blinded by my fantasy to see it
I swear if I ever make a song y'all will hear it
My pocketwatch ain't broken but I'm still ahead of my time
And missing every date like it's going out of style
When it comes to deadlines it's just more of the same
It is ready when its ready, that's the law of the sane
I've been playing in this game for years without a part
And now I'm just pouring out my heart
I've been playing in this game for years without a part
And now I'm just pouring out my heart; but it's fine
Cuz' you don't want to hear me, you just want to dance
And if that is your stance then I totally understand
And I know that everything gotta go back
Everyone fears the future like it's on crack
Give me a sample an hour and 15 minutes
And I'll serve up something worth 15 digits
Luxury soul music from the north of the see
Soon International SAINT, id
Signing off
So long problems
I have seen enough
I have seen you tear apart and
Break away the trust
And so long brother
I have said enough
I have seen the best of us go down
And not come up
I Know
That in time
There will be a place
That's mine