I Got a Question

Yo my mind keeps getting caught in questions
And everbody I talk to ain't got no fuckin answers
So I don't know what the fuck im supposed to do
Nor where the fuck am I supposed to go
How the fuck am I supposed to live when I ain't got no dough

I don't how people living paycheck to paycheck
I feel like i'd end up offing myself if I had to do it
I ain't got no courage nor the balls to do it
I really feel for all you motherfuckers who be going through it

Lately I've been finding myself in a weird state of mind
Like I've been thinking a lot about my death and afterlife
Why do people have to fuckin die, I ain't scared of death
I'm just scared as fuck about whats on the other goddamn side

However I don't fear hell nor heaven
I just fear the idea of fuckin nothingness
How shitty would it be if all our lives meant absolutely nothing
However In my heart I still can't buy this afterlife shit

All these damn questions
I ain't ever getting answers for
I'ma die knowing nothing
Like I fuckin lived knowing nothing
All these damn questions
I ain't ever getting answers for
I'MA die knowing nothing
Like I fuckin lived knowing nothing

I wish I believed in a fuckin supreme being
But my mind keeps poking holes in the fucking notation
However I know if a god does fucking exist
She ain't gonna be a goddamn christian bitch

Why do all religions seem so confident that
they have the answers, none of these motherfuckers no shit
How could they know shit, all of them books
They weren't written by god they were written by men

How the fuck are they goin say fuckin sex is a sin
Look I'm not here to fuckin condone meaningless fucking
But if two adults are down with it, let em fucking be
I doubt some of these priests are fucking absteniant

How the hell you expect me to dedicate myself to a church
When these motherfuckers be fucking little boys and girls
They got some balls if they wanna try to tell me how to live
If your god condones this shit then I don't want no fuckin part of it

All these damn questions
I ain't ever getting answers for
I'ma die knowing nothing
Like I fuckin lived knowing nothing
All these damn questions
I ain't ever getting answers for
I'ma die knowing nothing
Like I fuckin lived knowing nothing

Look I know if an afterlife does exist I'm going to hell
But my heart is telling me that it probably aint fuckin real
So I'm confused as fuck on how to live my damn life
But if we only get one go around ima do what the fuck I want

I ain't gonna take no shit from fucking no one
I'ma give all my damn money to fuckin charity
I ain't gonna let my fuckin questions bring me down
I'ma accept I know nothing and just keep moving forward cuz

All these damn questions
I ain't ever getting answers for
I'ma die knowing nothing
Like I fuckin lived knowing nothing
All these damn questions
I ain't ever getting answers for
I'ma die knowing nothing
Like I fuckin lived knowing nothing