friend

It'll be weird to see you again
Especially now that we're only just friends
I don't know how we'll be able to talk
It's like we are babies learning to walk
I don't know where to go from here
I just want to get up and disappear
'Cause it don't feel right
Without you in my life
I'm still confused
I don't know why but
Everyone's been telling me
That I should be real with my feelings
I'm not even listening
'Cause I want to drown out the noise
I don't
Know how
We could
Just stay as friends
I can't play pretend
'Cause I remember when
We used to say that
We would
Last until the very end
And I don't want to lose you as my friend
I try to forget all the memories
But memories don't leave so easily
'Cause I still see you wherever I go
It's just a reminder that I still have to grow
Time passes by and life goes on
I've been telling my feelings with all of my songs
But I shouldn't lie
Don't wanna be that guy
This is hard to deny
And I can't say goodbye
And that's why
Everyone's been telling me
That I should be real with my feelings
I'm not even listening
'Cause I want to drown out the noise
I don't
Know how
We could
Just stay as friends
I can't play pretend
'Cause I remember when
We used to say that
We would
Last until the very end
And I don't want to lose you as my friend