I Just Want to Sleep

There is a hole in my soul that I just can‘t fix
Cannot see the end of the road but I have to cope with it
There is more medicine than blood in my veins
More drugs and more alcohol find their way

I‘ve been talking, yeah, talking again
But I know you‘re not listening
Why is it easy for everyone else
I just want to sleep

I finally understand
That I'm just so alone, what is wrong with me
Can you see me in this other world
Without the light in my heart there‘s a fire that is burning it all

I sleep for days and I hope to fade
'Cause all I can hear is your heart that is screaming my name
But all my demons left this place
I just want to sleep

I just want to sleep

I am thinking too much
'Cause I lost myself
And my head explodes
I can‘t feel my chest

And now I‘m sitting in silence
Screaming your name with holy noise to not be afraid
And I know how high the price is
Of not knowing whether I'll ever see you again

So if you're there just take my hand
So we can go down to this place where we first met
I've always tried to take the pain away
I just want to sleep