Dreams

I, I been feeling so desensitised
To feeling these emotions
I try to never hold them
I gave away all my soul, thinking that you would hold
Should’ve had better judgement, held something back
You see I love too easy & think after too much
Move away from all the noise, get out the mud

So just remember I was down for you, down for you
Wanted to build a life with you, life with you
Now all I got is the scars, to just hold on to
All the trust that we done built, collapsed, fell right through
& I know, I know that I could’ve been better
So in my thoughts, I don’t see what’s in front of me, no

Imma have to cry myself to sleep
Another time just to see you in my dreams
Fictious visions of the perfect you
Don’t do yourself no harm

& you’ve been tryna hide
The truth from everyone, I know where your heart lies
You know that you cannot love him if
You still thinking of me

I see your eyes staring through
The light is gone, the thing you said you won’t lose
I was in the dark & distant from you
I just can’t pick & choose my feelings for you

Lie & say you feel it again
Cover up the truth with the sex
We’ll regret it later, I know where you been
& I know, know, know, know, know, know, know, know, know

That you do not feel him
Wondering what I’m going through, no I ain’t catching feelings
Wasted too much time giving my heart to those not willing
Tryna see the vision, past the emptiness of living

Yeah, fuck denying all the tension
She say that she hate but my thoughts she keeps repeating
Gliding over beats, so seamlessly with the precision
They say they don’t rate me, but rebirth they all be streaming

Imma have to cry myself to sleep
Another time just to see you in my dreams
Fictious visions of the perfect you
Don’t do yourself no harm

& you’ve been tryna hide
The truth from everyone, I know where your heart lies
You know that you cannot love him if
You still thinking of me