Bully

It's a miracle
I can't seem to see
You know I'm dying
Dying to be

It's not my fault
I can't seem to breathe
If that says a lot
It will catch up with me

I know it's not all fate
I know I have some chance to change
But no energy is draining me
It's hard to get stuff done when everything is pouring pressure onto me

I wish
I could just take off my skin
I wish
I could just not let words in
I'm so indecisive
Keep changing up my mind
How should I feel about myself?
I wish
I could just change my skin

It's a miracle
How I'm here
I bully myself
Smiling assassin

If I look away
I wish it would go
But I'm left to accommodate
A breaking soul

Just look away
I'm ok
Just look away

I wish
I could just take off my skin
I wish
I could just not let words in
I'm so indecisive
Keep changing up my mind
How should I feel about myself?
I wish
I could just change my skin

There is straining in my head
I'm lying in my bed
There is pain in my head
No reason to be dead

There is straining in my head
I'm lying in my bed
There is pain in my head
No reason to be dead

It's a pain in my head
I'm lying in my bed