I Hope You Like Me

I'm sorry
Your friend died last night
What of?
Oh well my dear
She died of loneliness
Yes
See she was afraid of failing
Of feeling unloved
So she set herself at a distance
And now
She's alone

It's 4am
The rain is pouring down my windowsill
Tell me is this real? (is this real?)
My mind goes blank my heart sits still
Soon enough I'll have my final kill
Where the hell am I?

I'm falling in my own mind
Can't get back to my own time
Hidden by a facade please pretend that I'm not here
And if you knew what I'd done
You wouldn't stay go get the gun
I'm not a perfect person stop asking me to be

I hope you like me
Is this what it means to feel lonely
2017
It's basically a dead dream

If there's a God
I need him now more than I've ever known
Coz I'm on my own (are you out there?)
Tearing flesh bed sheets of red
When will I be risen from the dead?
All I do is cry

I hope you like me
Is this what it means to feel lonely
2017
It's basically a dead dream

(It's just a dead dream)
(I don't know why I try anymore)
It's in the past now (I wanna be loved)
(God I wanna feel something)
I don't need to worry anymore (I wanna feel anything)
Yea anxiety ain't knocking at my door

I hope you like me (I hope you like me)
Is this what it means to feel lonely
2017 (I'm lonely)
It's basically a dead dream

It's just a dead dream (It's okay now dear)
It's just a dead dream (You're okay)
(It's alright) It's just a dead dream
(You can wake up now dear)