I cannot let them win

Im afraid of the future
Im afraid my parents won't live long enough to see my kids
Im scared ill never reach my potential
Im afraid she's still in love with that dude
Im afraid people think I hate women
I hate people can say anything
I hate caring what people think
Im afraid there's someone better for you or me
I feel like Im letting everyone down
Im afraid people hate who I really am
Im afraid I hate who I really am
Im afraid Im herе for nothing
I feel that this will feel pretntious
Im afraid this is all an accident
Im scared I won't know anything еver again
Im scared I never knew anything
Im afraid Ill regret this
Im afraid this doesnt matter at all

I got really lost last year
But I can't be lonely tho
Cause we're all here
We're all stuck here
I wanted to make something that says, no matter how bad you fuck up, or mistakes you've made during the year, your life, your eternity
You're always allowed to be better. Youre always allowed to grow up. If you want