The Distance That Took You Away

I know I love you but I won't
Tell you a thing in case you don't
I know I miss you, but it's OK
I don't get depressed when I am lonely

But I just need something to calm my nerves
Preferably a cigarette or something just as absurd
Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay
Cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain
Of the distance that took you away

I'll take a drink because I'm lost
Trapped somewhere deep inside my thoughts...
But if for some reason you forget
Well, I'll just remember you instead

But I just need something to calm my nerves
Preferably a cigarette, or something just as absurd
Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay
Cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain
Of the distance that took you away