Curiosity Killed the Cat

[Verse]
Fuck you mean I'm not popping
I drown myself in narcotics
I don't learn from mistakes, though it takes is one, and then I'll be dropping
My love will get us both killed
I don't ever wanna rebuild
I'm stuck preaching the same lie that I made for you to feel guilt
I didn't think this shit out
I made myself depressed, now I walk around, dragging all my doubt, higher than the clouds
Someone help me out, how?
Sleeping my life away
Don't wanna deal with it
Fuck you all, go away
Tripping up everyday
What happened to Christmas?
Little suspicious
You said that you still didn't like me, but then you go beg for forgivenеss
Open your gallery
Scroll through it, look all the picturеs you have of me
Remember that one weekend
Where we shared a room while sleeping
Where we played games, while you teasing
Where the weather outside was freezing
I'm pleading
The chaos within me is breeding
I'm fiending
I'm bleeding
Offer attention, I need it
Now we beefing
I hate to see you still breathing

[Bridge]
YOU!

[Verse]
I'm drunk as fuck if you couldn't tell
I'm bout to release this hell on you fuckers
I shoot up her home
I shoot at her dome
I'm blasting that chrome, then I turn it on myself
Fuck getting help, kinda like is this way
Those I hate are dead and I ended the pain
For those who asked what happened, she better take the blame, you already know her name
Would say curiosity killed the cat, but there's a bitch standing right in front of me
I looked to my parents for help, now my own mother's back to making fun of me
Started them lines, cause you wouldn't give me time
Left behind
Can't rewind the damage you did
If you ever come back, just keep that in mind
To me you can't lie
Surprised I survived the hell in my mind that you opened the gates to
I fucking hate you
Fuck yeah, I blame you
Not gonna lie, kinda still wanna date you, but -
Think you gone for good this time
Why am I sad, bitch you took me out my prime
Give me your hand, I'll give you a second try
Don't understand
Just stop it