Decisi

Verse:
Should i
Step far from
A path of right
Or go wrong many
Decisions made
Strong emotional connections
Versus pre determined predictions
Made the decision
To go full simp
On a blond hoe
Whom i thought
I could change
Love at first sight
Since that special
Introduction day
At westview high
We fucked so many
Times all i have now
In memories most times
Is me between your thighs
And your beautiful face
Staring at me smoked weed
With you first time
Had a kid with her
Sorry for change in
Perspective but this
Shit hurts to think of
I fеll in love not grown
Into it i was dumb a lot
Of the time bеfore i even
Rhymed full time i broke
So much furniture by my
Self a bookcase a chair
Scratched my dresser on
The front with a knife
Hundreds of times i would
Be lying telling you
I'm a psycho even emmanuel know
That i ain't norman
Bates i'm a sociopath
I drank to the point of
Puking but i ain't a alcoholic
Cause i don't like to drink
Often thanks to my mama
And being an irish native
Don't mix well glad i never
Forced myself on anyone for sex
I always ask politely or jokingly just got into lots of fights a young native fat kid called bitch for acting feminine thanks dad girls called me retarded to my face fucking hated jessica
And hannah for that they either
Yawned or told me to go go
Acting cold both them can eat my dick now to be honest
Probably wondering why i did streets
And workers one and two bruh my family in the chambers of commerce i grew up with anti-politics
The sick minded drug dealers
And drug addicts
Too so this is why i have inquisition to
Moral ethics and
Philosophy if you
Think you can stop
Me you better be
Stronger than mentally
Ill because i deduct
The fuxing shit out of you take your insecurities
And shove em down
Your throat make you
Feel how i feel when
Someone you barely know confidently
Disregards your intelligence just because
They can't believe it
Fucking stupid go read
A book or watch
A tv show aired back
In two thousand
Whatever about it oh
Don't forget your lil flag to wave
When you disapprove it
Fucking social justice warrior
Disambiguate your fucking morals
Punk pussy bitch take your face off show
What's behind that mask i broke mine a
Long time ago on a path of acceptance
Plexiglass mind even bullets can't blast through
Blades are stainless steel pipes are real can
Break a few bones give ya a big L as you
Walk away crying in pain busted one of your
Veins almost cracked my buddies Kristopher's
Skull open with a rock when i was ten imma fucking
Sociopath in real life too not just the pen
Go punch a punching bag not a friend bitch