Pseudo Perzonality

Chorus:
Pseudo personality disorder x 5
Verse:
Six years old crumbling dreams of a
Successful happy white family my dad
Tried raising me away from being native
Telling my mom to not let me in with native
Culture at school my mom just playing games
With me all violent,house of the living dead
Movie theatres ,nightmare creatures playstation
One,night of the living dead,horror movies like
House of wax and then power rangers feeling
Like outlaw already impersonating zombiеs and
Survivors vhs tapes making movies with friends
Old mеmories sorry for the fog on the lens i was
Transcending forward tryna understand ac/dc
And understanding how to make friends feelings
And emotions only feeling pretty angry just
Imitating and making jokes to blend cause it feels
Right the anxiety is less and less friendly its
Why i made killson stressed out from feeling
Like i was the reason behind parents relationship
To come to an end
Lets not pretend i don't descend into a
Personality complex outside my own i
Descended into self hatred and loving the
Feeling of being alone i wanted to just let
Things go because my mother and father
Stressed me out to the point where i related
With al pacinos and charles scorceses in movies
Wanted something bigger thanks to disney
Harbored my imagination from black cauldron
To gold chests of lucky charms only thing i saw
Coming my way growing was sex and death and
I wasn't wrong i got to do all i wished for now its
Just luck and most of you dont understand
Apathy like how can you not give a fux like how can you
Not give a fux like how can you not give a fux pshhh
Shut the fuck up bitch